The small little things of life

The house, the spouse.. And everything around, The things that make.. My heart jump and pound. The life that seems.. A far away dream, The inevitable truth.. But an unknown realm. The power of this unknown.. Is intimidating my soul, My independence, my future.. Remains all on hold. The promise it makes.. Is intriguing as well, A whole new world.. Of unexplored shells. Sustenance or discard... What will it bring along, The answers remain hidden.. In life's secret blob. But hope is something.. We all must hold on to, So lets stay aboard.. And rejoice everything we can do :-)

And today wen i glance all around.. I see darkness that has no bounds. The dark scares me often, But there is no ray of light to run to.. I wanna run n grab the light.. But end up circling in the dark. I have strength no more.. D fight is over... I want to b pulled out of d darkness.. But m scared to find out that no one is capable of doing it anymore! Mayb its too late.. Something in me dies.. everyday.. Every minute I learn to let go.. So much that m unable to hold on anymore.. I know not i do things for wat reason anymore.. I know not the reason to hold on anymore.. I give up!

Kagaz kalam se iss dil ka.. Rishta kuch purana hai, Aksar mushkil halaton me.. Dil ne liya inhi ka sahara hai. Magar zindagi aj humse.. Kuch aisi batein keh gayi, Ye kalam bhi hamari.. Khamosh si reh gyi. Dil ne apni.. Baat hi kehna chhod diya, Auron se toh kya.. Humse bhi muh mod lia. Iss ruthe huye dil ko.. kaise hum manayein, Dar hai humko bhi.. Ye fir toot na jaye.